JOY

One moment your crazy stone in my pocket little girl
the next thrown up a hurtling infant star
burstwow!
white hot heart of your ganglion
look look sweetie there it whooshes rock on brightest fire
wooooooooo!

and my empty pocket my empty head whooshing bursting with it
how your child brain might have offered me out of my childish mind
after all this repose
alive
amazing!
please come over here I’ll hug you and kiss your headtop
Do you know how much I love you?
how such a change can happen your girly brain conjures away any idea of me
and how to measure this life in moments like this instead of moments of intense anger at you
i hid me in there in the tissue among the neurons and
traveled trembled through a net of imaginations
net of gems
what cautious ominous infinite mental illness!
oh brother degeneration!
the only way to get back to you is to hurl your insane stone
whoosh burst off in your big soaring night
come back with me back with me my darling
come here here here!
hold my hand.